Mondays Horizon

Much too often I find myself walking into storms that I could have avoided. Why do I stray from my path more than I feel I should?  Maybe it's that I get distracted too easily; or I just get selfish and want things my way without even looking into what may lie ahead. I sometimes frustrate myself  because I know the calling on my life, but some part of me still ignores it.  Some of my gifts I have not learned to use to their full potential.  When using some of them I take it personal, and at heart feeling all the pain that doesn't belong to me.  Being a messenger isn't easy, especially when the calling comes from something much more powerful than ones self. I have began to realize that some of my dreams in the past were a warning for the future, possibly years ahead.  One in particular was walking through a large field with multiple tornadoes all over.  Standing at a vantage point, I watched as they danced around the open field. Some crossed path...

Directions, im horrible when trying to explain them. I can't retain them when given to me verbally.  I don't know if I just tune out or plainly don't even listen. ““Enter through the narrow gate. For wide is the gate and broad is the road that leads to destruction, and many enter through it.  But small is the gate and narrow the road that leads to life, and only a few find it.” Matthew 7:13-14 NIV                                    Being single was way easier, and I had everything I wanted and all the money I needed.  Now, I have absolutely nothing......  Nothing...      Starting a new life with someone does require a new style of living. So far when walking with God, I've learned that I'm sometimes stubborn and stripped of most or allot my possessions.   I don't miss my phone.  Doesn't matter where I am; the park, in ...

From the city to the country, he's followed me the whole way!! It was interesting to see Shane's reaction to the country.  Honestly I didn't think he would like it because it was so far out. Later in the year the trees pretty much grow over the road and create a canopy effect.  We probably spent days walking miles around just exploring and see what was around.  I loved that he enjoyed it as much as I do.  I love to get detached from the city every now and them.  Helps keep me sane maybe lol. Above is one of my favorites I took.  Was surprised the iPhone 6s+ would have even picked up the moon at all, but I love how it turned out.  I don't remember why we were out that late, it gets super dark at night. Not much left of this one. Cleverly hidden amongst the pines is a CopperHead I almost sat on. Gotta be more careful!

  Patience is they key.  I've come to learn that; “Impatience is not only a mark of immaturity and unbelief, but it is a mark of fleshly living.” Excerpt From: Wiersbe, Warren. “The Strategy of Satan.” Tyndale House Publishers, Inc., 2011-12-15. iBooks.  Blending two different lived together is never easy, but with perseverance, patience, and a few other key fruits it can be done.   The only differences we have is 17 years.  Yes it makes a relationship difficult, and many times I forget that there is that age gap between us.  On the plus side,we've almost reached one year, and it has been difficult and rough. Worth every moment.      A Better Beginning  A night stroll around Dallas, babe looking for abandoned places.  This one was quite an interesting find. Above photo was taken by me.  Below is one from Wikipedia to show full building, and some history of it from an additional source credited below. The  Knights of Pythia...

Choices are what make our history. Is there a set destiny? Is our future already planned out?  I think not....?  Maybe it's just because I havent been given the copy of the last chapter of "My Life"... I find it fascinating that one single choice can make such major changes in Time. If such Choice can make that large of an impact on our life, how much more does a single choice effect our Children? How much can that single choice we make for them change their history?

Can't believe it's been two years already.  Time flies by when your focus is off.  Tonight I was going through some old files and found a blog I never posted a few years ago, and believe it or not I did exactly what I said I should not do.  That is going back to the service industry.  I made exactly what I said I would, but money is not everything.  I did have fun running a small wine bar and meeting many new people in the Gayberhood of Oak Lawn in Dallas Texas.  Some good and some a bit off, but that's anywhere you go.  I've strayed off from my calling over the past two years, but there again I spent 9 years full time, 7 day's a week doing church/ministry.  I have had many people tell me there is no such thing as full time ministry, and my response is "Shit, guess you haven't worked for R.O. then..." Through all this I have been through so much good and bad, but out of it all I have found one true thing that has rekindled the fire in my heart. Wh...

Leviticus 25:1-7 25  The  Lord  spoke to Moses on Mount Sinai, saying,   2  “Speak to the people of Israel and say to them, When you come into  the land that I give you, the land shall keep a Sabbath to the  Lord .   3  For six years you shall sow your field, and for six years you shall prune your vineyard and gather in its fruits,   4  but in the seventh year there shall be a Sabbath of solemn rest for the land, a Sabbath to the  Lord . You shall not sow your field or prune your vineyard.   5  You shall not reap what grows of itself in your harvest, or gather the grapes of your undressed vine. It shall be a year of solemn rest for the land.   6  The Sabbath of the land [ a ]  shall provide food for you, for yourself and for your male and female slaves [ b ]  and for your hired worker and the sojourner who lives with you,   7  and for your cattle and for the wild animals that are in you...