Mondays Horizon

Much too often I find myself walking into storms that I could have avoided. Why do I stray from my path more than I feel I should?  Maybe it's that I get distracted too easily; or I just get selfish and want things my way without even looking into what may lie ahead. I sometimes frustrate myself  because I know the calling on my life, but some part of me still ignores it.  Some of my gifts I have not learned to use to their full potential.  When using some of them I take it personal, and at heart feeling all the pain that doesn't belong to me.  Being a messenger isn't easy, especially when the calling comes from something much more powerful than ones self. I have began to realize that some of my dreams in the past were a warning for the future, possibly years ahead.  One in particular was walking through a large field with multiple tornadoes all over.  Standing at a vantage point, I watched as they danced around the open field. Some crossed paths, some merging with o

Directions, im horrible when trying to explain them. I can't retain them when given to me verbally.  I don't know if I just tune out or plainly don't even listen. ““Enter through the narrow gate. For wide is the gate and broad is the road that leads to destruction, and many enter through it.  But small is the gate and narrow the road that leads to life, and only a few find it.” Matthew 7:13-14 NIV                                    Being single was way easier, and I had everything I wanted and all the money I needed.  Now, I have absolutely nothing......  Nothing...      Starting a new life with someone does require a new style of living. So far when walking with God, I've learned that I'm sometimes stubborn and stripped of most or allot my possessions.   I don't miss my phone.  Doesn't matter where I am; the park, in the Uber, eating dinner, with friends, at the doctors office, grocery store, parents picking up their children